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Thursday, August 14

Think today there was something wrong with the stars... communication seemed difficult... must be Mercury... but I thought it was Mars retrograde... hmm...

Oops... you probably don't understand... hee. Oh yeah, I saw Mars last night... Howe Yuan told me about it... so small but cool nevertheless... saw it while watching Children of Heaven again last night...

I wonder why there was a general lack of music in the show... hmm... but for now I can only remember the part where Sakha (is that her name?) is chasing the shoe in the drain...

Home Run is okay I guess... perhaps the technique Jack Neo used was to make things funny so that it was more all-rounded... but I feel that Children of Heaven is probably more impactful... it was so simple... and the kids ah... whoa... Ali had this naturally sad face... and his chin would tremble too... can you believe the children are not actors? Sakha wasn't as good I guess... Seow Fang was better as the younger sister... Sakha was more the spoilt brat while Seow Fang was like understanding I guess. In comparison, Ah Kun is not as convincing as Ali. Ali is 9 and Ah Kun is 11; to see a boy of 9 being quite so mature is more touching than a boy of 11. And that innocence is there too... Oh well... enough of that...

I miss singing... chorally that is... miss the choir... but oh well it's not supposed to be important anyway... bleh...

Tuesday, August 12

I'm having a headache again... hmm... What could it be? Do I have sinus??? I'm not so sure myself... Oh well...

Howe Yuan told me that we've only 4 weeks (including this week) left to the prelims... Okay... so why am I not feeling any stress at all? Before you go around thinking that I've already studied enough... I haven't; I haven't even studied a little. Gosh... Am I really going to accomplish nothing at the end of my college education? Not that it actually matters... at least that's what I think.

And all I wanted to do was go to the hall and try to play the piano (recently tuned!)... okay... priorities... tsk tsk... well I didn't get to anyway. The hall was used for the registration for SATs.

Today there was a talk about stress and all that stuff... oh well.

Okay so I'm sitting here now wondering what else to say... weak...

Monday, August 11

Well, this is it... a new blog. *cue music*

I guess I've succumbed to the temptation of setting up my very own journal online... maybe it's easier to just type everything out. Oh well, nothing much to say, except that maybe today I was feeling a little down... don't know why either. Strange, 'cause I was just thinking yesterday that it seems that lots of friends' blogs have them pouring out their woes. They seem to be quite down most of the time... why?

Maybe it's just one period that I'm not exactly feeling down... hmm... maybe when I'm upset I'll come here and pour out my sadness too... I don't know. If it happens, tell me okay? Hehe...

I guess I just have to say that if you're sad, you can always confide in me... But nevertheless, remember that happiness is always seen through your perspective, and you can always turn it around. Maybe I don't make sense... but you know what I mean... haha.

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side
- The Corrs - At Your Side