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Friday, February 29

Broken pieces on the floor don't need to tell you there's something wrong...

Monday, February 25

Something went wrong... I don't know what happened, but I'm now as fat as I used to be in my last days of National Service... a whopping 65kg. Hmm. Some may think I don't look fat, but you don't know... It's all concealed underneath my clothes... Heh. Hmm. As of August last year, I was approximately 62kg, which itself is over the ideal weight for my height. I've got to get back on track...

I've never been a very fit person... And I have to admit that I've never ever passed NAPFA or IPPT even once. What is wrong with me? I don't really know. In secondary school I hit 76kg; if you use the BMI formula mine was 28. Seriously. Somehow when I entered junior college, I started to lose weight, hitting an all-time low of 55kg after an illness. I wonder what it'd be like to weigh 55kg again.

At 65kg, my current BMI is 24. Not good. Well today I'm going to set my first goal for now: back to 62kg. By when? Hopefully within the next month or two... If I manage to reach that (oh boy I'd better), then I'll probably aim for 60, and then about 58kg, which is apparently my ideal weight. Here's to hoping.

Yes, I do know that this post is bordering on some kind of obsessiveness with body image, and may not be all that a interesting read even. But... for lack of something better to read... okay? I'm boooring. :)