read my mind

Saturday, September 16

Sigh. Gotta start sending out that personal ad soon.

Wednesday, September 13

When things change, they're for the better. Is that right? Or is that a lie told to make us feel better about the things we have to face in new environments and situations?

I don't deal very well with change; I'm usually overwhelmed with waves of fear, among other emotions. I long for the comfortable and easy conversations with my friends, when I speak with people who I've just met, who I expect will judge me.

I miss hanging out, chatting about nothing in particular. There doesn't seem to be time for that now; we're all busy with our own stuff.

Right now, I feel the loss, and I doubt anything newly gained can replace that.