read my mind

Wednesday, January 3

When did 2006 come to an end and leave me in the dust? It's 2007 and I'm none the wiser for it. 2006: a year of change. Before long I'm back in school, a place I'm still not too familiar with. Of course, I'm excited about going back, learning new stuff. But school's a place you may have to put up walls, some of which will never come down. Oh well, you win some, you lose some. Tonight Kaiquan said something along the lines of how we should treat everything as a package we sign up for; you may not like certain portions, but they aren't the reason you sign up anyway.

My resolution for '07? I'm not sure. Perhaps to find my path in life, my source of inspiration, what makes me tick. I don't know what to do with this knowledge though. There's a belief presenting itself more and more strongly to me: that we as humans don't deserve the right to control the world, that our very existence as sentient beings is the reason why the world is deteriorating. It's not necessarily good being on top of the food chain. Soon, we'll consume ourselves.