Dear Rain,
I miss you. Where are you? Please come back.
I know there were things that I shouldn't have said, that I did. And I shouldn't have told you to come again another day. But you were crying without reason so often. Never mind. We'll work it out together.
Recently there's this girl who's been around, called Haze. At first, I thought she was interesting; everytime I met her it felt like I was in a dream sequence. But now, I can't stand her being around me. She clouds my vision, blurs my sight and makes my eyes water. I don't know where I'm going sometimes when I'm with her; I feel like I'm wondering in a smoky maze I can't get out of.
Rain, it's always been you. Remember the songs I would sing when I was walking with you? Now I choke up when I even open my mouth. It's all because of Haze. I'm sure if you come back she'll back off. Please. I know we had it great together.
Love, Ryan
Saturday, October 7
Tuesday, October 3
I suddenly have this intense yearning to re-read The Time Traveler's Wife for, like the hundredth time. Okay, no, maybe just the fifth time. I know it's probably not the best book in English literature, but there's just something that resonates so powerfully for me in the text. I guess I would recommend the book to people who are romantics, or who just love an engaging novel to think about and relate to. (Wenwei, reading the first few chapters and jumping to the end is not considered as having read the book. Heh.)
I'm a The Time Traveler's Wife evangelist. Haha. Let me know if you wish to read it, okay?
On other matters, Flight is coming along, very slowly. I still want it to be good though. Sigh. I wish I had a stronger background in music.
I'm a The Time Traveler's Wife evangelist. Haha. Let me know if you wish to read it, okay?
On other matters, Flight is coming along, very slowly. I still want it to be good though. Sigh. I wish I had a stronger background in music.
