read my mind

Tuesday, February 14

7 hours in the sun. That's crazy. And yet I did that. For what? To join Singapore Idol. Haha. Glen you must think I've totally lost it. Well, it's alright. I'm going to audition on Sunday, at Toa Payoh's HDB Hub.

I go through stages of thinking I'm capable of making it somewhere in the competition that I can feel proud of, and of thinking I'm absolutely courting death joining this competition. But that's what I feel most of the time. Sometimes I think to myself that if I just have the confidence, I'll definitely be able to accomplish anything. Perhaps that's my greatest setback. Because of my low confidence, I've made myself out to be an awkward and aloof individual. This sucks.