Hey guys, I'm back with an update... really should get a tagboard.
Missed the Singapore Idol auditions today again... actually went but decided not to go through with it after all. Really felt rather pressurized to go through with it, and when I eventually decided to leave, I actually felt a sense of relief. Well, guess it's just not my time. I think one day when I feel ready, I will go try out this kinda stuff. *sigh* I really have a problem with my nerves... getting nervous 'cause of pretty much nothing at all.
Talking to Caroline on the phone now... about growing up and all... really kinda hard to face... but it's made me think though, and I guess I'm going to try to change the way I lead my life, little by little. I'm going to become a better Ryan... heh.
Signing off for now, night...
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