Hey. I guess you may never see this unless one of us tells you about it, but here it is.
There are things that you're going through that I don't know the exact details about, but I know it's not exactly going well for you. I just want to say that, even though it seems like we've drifted quite a bit, I still see you as my friend, and it saddens me to know that you have to go through this. I know you're strong enough to get past this, even though you may not feel you are, even though you may not even want to be. We will all be here for you, you can count on that.
Much love,
Ryan
Saturday, October 21
Friday, October 20
When I listen to commercially made music, there's so much stuff I can hear, layer over layer of sound, which makes the music so interesting to listen to over and over again. I wish I knew how to do that. I'm still an amateur in every sense of the word. I wonder if there's any such course that's affordable...
And then there's the acoustic, natural and clean-sounding music. That has a beauty of its own. Well, I don't know any instruments, so again I can't create anything that's like this type of music. I'd love to learn, but again there's the issue of money. Yikes.
And then there's the acoustic, natural and clean-sounding music. That has a beauty of its own. Well, I don't know any instruments, so again I can't create anything that's like this type of music. I'd love to learn, but again there's the issue of money. Yikes.
Monday, October 16
Pangs. Of loneliness. It would be so nice to have someone.
But. Of course. It isn't right to want a relationship just because I'm feeling lonely.
Oh well. It's nice to be by yourself sometimes. You can listen to music and block out the world. You can read and find another person. You can walk and sing out loud to no one but yourself. That's fun, no?
But. Of course. It isn't right to want a relationship just because I'm feeling lonely.
Oh well. It's nice to be by yourself sometimes. You can listen to music and block out the world. You can read and find another person. You can walk and sing out loud to no one but yourself. That's fun, no?
