It's the night of Christmas Eve, and I'm at home... But I'm fulfilled... heh.
Well, the occasion reminds me of a song I wrote some time ago... Take a look? It's not what I feel now of course...
Christmas Eve
Twenty-fourth December, it's seven a.m.
I open up my eyes to see the empty room I'm in
Can't seem to remember who I am
Life is like a game that I never seem to win
I take a walk down the street, looking around
Seeing people walking happily with their families and friends
Suddenly I can't feel my feet, can't feel the ground
When will the pain in me begin to end?
Prechorus:
But then I realise that it's been this way
Every single moment, every single day
Is there someone who will be there?
Does anybody even care?
Chorus:
This Christmas Eve is just the same
As every day that's gone by
Just as the moon waxes and wanes
It'll be the same even if I try
This Christmas Eve, I'll just be
Thinkin' everything over
But I think my mind is fooling me
'Cause I know I won't find the answers
Somewhere in my mind, vaguely I remember
That I once had a Christmas with those I knew
But I can only find them many Decembers
Before, and now that's all through
Watching couples as they pass me by
Wondering if I could be like that too
But there isn't a way that I can try
And there really isn't anything for me to do
Prechorus
Chorus
Bridge:
The clock strikes twelve
And I start to forget
In my mind, all thoughts that dwell
Now I know my fate's been set
Chorus (twice)
Twenty-fifth December, it's seven a.m.
I open up my eyes to see the empty room I'm in
Can't seem to remember who I am
Life is like a game that I never seem to win
And this was written 3 years ago! Wow... heh. I'd just like to tell everyone that is and has been a part of life, thank you so much for making my life what it is, especially to my dear friends and my dear... it's not always that I get away with being all sappy... so Merry Christmas everyone!
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