It's a wonderful feeling to be with friends. I feel that more strongly, because right now I'm in a course at another camp, which I was at for three months last year. All my current course mates are basically unfamiliar to me, and I generally have no intention of getting to know them as friends. Even so, I realised that my sadness stemmed from loneliness. There's my contradiction: I don't want to make new friends, but my sense of loneliness overwhelms me, and wrenches at my heart.
I miss the tribe, I miss my platoon mates from BMT, I miss the friends I've made in the fictional characters of 'Friends'. It's a strange feeling. I didn't really expect to feel lonely in this camp I'm currently in, but there it was.
The thing is, I'll be there till the beginning of September, and yesterday was only the second day I was there. Give me strength and faith.
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